Up until now there’s only one person that sometime I just hate him n’ most of the times I loves with all of my heart.
This very person is of course my beloved Big Bro’
He also the only one person that I called I Abang, I never uses this term to anyone, and I never will…..
For me, He’s not just“a brother” , he also my BFF, my mentor, my guidance, my protector, my counselor, my significant other, the other person that I knew that will always “be there” for me…..
Yeah…. sometime I hate him ^_^
Cozz one of his hobby are annoying me, he wont satisfied and stopped until I yell “Abaaaaang!!!!!” :p
or until I scowled and then he annoying me more, so I cant resist to laugh n everything just go beck to where its start, on n’ on ….. ^_^
But U know something?
Hate is a good thing, cozz to hate mean that I still care, and “caring” is lot deeper than “loving” .
He also one of the person that always thought me to be strong, but yet in the same time protect me, he think that as his life times job.
And (again) U know something?
Is not an easy job to protects n having sister that somehow-always-stumble-in-the-weird-circumstances-even-when-she-still-toddler.
but he always managed it, protects me n yet keeps me just being my innocent self , so I grew almost normally, a little bit too soon
( but I had to wake up and learn to face and deal with “it” anyway, I need to….).
My brother is a kind of person that almost always joking, makes people laughing n happy with his kind-of-cynical -humor, but when he talk ( I mean being serious) everyone would listened, nod with agreement and admiration.
He also the kind of person that just went trough it all, I really mean “all”
We also so alike, so usually We made the very same mistake,but its almost always only him who got “karma”( not as punishment, it just another proof that God loves him so much), and then he always sure got around and recover quickly.
And the “scar” that he had, is the proof of his existence, his braveness n his will to always fight……
makes me learn from his mistakes and measure up my self, so I had no reasons to be come weak or complaints
So how can I not love him?
I am sure after read this, most of U also fell in love with him, right ? 
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