Days Of Our Lives

Taken from my conversation with one of my brilliant friend via YM

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erana_chan: yah gimana yah ..aneh mah bukan dari kulit..kalo emg jiwanya aneh mah, mo penampilannya diubah kayak gimana pun tetep ajah aneh

erana_chan: tapi jangan takut jadi aneh loh

erana_chan: enak ko jadi orang aneh tuh

erana_chan: lebih toleran ama keanehan orang lain

Mr X : :))

Mr X : berarti Rani juga ngerasa orang aneh dunk…

erana_chan: iyah lah..R mah jujur dari dulu juga mikir diri R aneh

erana_chan:

Mr X:

erana_chan: hari2 R aneh, malahan klo gak ada peristiwa aneh yg terjadi, maka hari itu baru bisa disebut hari teraneh buat R :))

Mr X: bijaksana sekali dirimu

erana_chan: =)) amiin

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Weird it’s like my middle name. I never want or try to be different, it really the way I think, sincerely.

One of my best friend whom honestly n proudly said that she is a weirdo too (we use to makes fun on each other about how weird we are :p) said that :

“long time ago, I used to feel not quite fit in n’ feel a little bit lonely”.

Personally I think that was because she is an earth element (rich with talents-or have a talent to become rich?! :p), so she is a very determine  (ato keukeuh semeukeh :p) and wouldn’t just go with the flow, but nevertheless it has its own consequences too.  Luckily for her, since she has a talent as an artist, she used those feeling to become more creative.

Me?! though long time ago, on my aqua age* state, I feel not quite fit in too, but I’m a water element, so its my nature to adapt ( I could be blue, orange, cold an heavy like an ice or lightly like an air, being round, triangle ect- I just go with the flow ).

Nevertheless, as consequences, on occasional days I need to spend some quality time with my self (to sinking in my inner pool). If I don’t get any?! Well, like a flood I will possibly irritate or hurt everyone in my way :”>

But that the story of a very long time ago, when we don’t know how to live with our own uniqueness (in fact on those time I never realize what is weird n what is normal).

Nevertheless, the “present me” realize that:

Normal or unique is just a matter of number.

Many never mean right or few is wrong, again Its just a mere numbers…..

I believe that each one of us is unique.

Moreover, as long as our uniqueness does not hurt other lives, feel free to live our life as we choose.

U need to knowing  who U are and loving who U are ( don’t pretending to be somebody Ur not, just because U want to be loved- eventually U’ll get exhausted)

S0………….

Turn U’r uniqueness into strength

And finally just proud to be “the one n only U”….<p>

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“ kita semua hidup di dunia kita sendiri. Namun bila kau mendongak ke langit yang berbintang, kau akan melihat bahwa semua yang berbeda itu menyatu untuk membentuk gugusan bintang, tata surya dan galaksi.”

Veronika decides to die –Paulo Coelho

* it’s the state of time in life when we as human searching for personality- the age of confusion, mature than a girl but not  yet a women :p