I truly believing in those words………..

Sometime…when I look back on the things that I left behind,

When bad things happen on me, on that “certain moment” I feel that Life is being so  hard on me,

Regret?! 

Well… I never regret things that happen on me ( but yes, I cried and I pray and for a light :p)

Cause if  its was come from my mistakes, the mistakes come from a reason too,

And I think if I had to do it all over again, I probably would done exactly the same things…….

So how can I regret things that I (personaly) choose?!

Blaming it all to other people or to the circumtances?

Naaah……..its not my style :D

Beside, the beauty of God Plans are;

Things that on “certain moment” I feel that its my downhill, it can turn out to be my fortune……

Its just like chain reaction ;U’ll never know where it will lead U  ^_^

Good things could come from the bad things,( not always though :p)

Well, as much I belive “I make my own desteny”, other part of me also believe that destiny is already predetermined, so  I just  live it”.

My friend said that If I believe the second, it means that I just live my life without ambition…..

He he he, well…..I dont know which one is right ,

but please dont say that  >_<

Cause I think, to believe the second , doesnt mean life become easy or I just live  my life like animal does (maybe sarcastic is really are my middle name?! J)

Still……. it is me who has to look for  God signs, deciding things, learn from my mistakes, cope with my limits and all………

Its not easy to be me, right?! (ost smallvile tea) ^_^

In fact, I think is not easy to be anyone,

cause every person has their own scenario

its design exactly just 4 U,no one could do it as good as U did :p

It cant be compare or measure simply  by a glance……..

So I just believe, try hard and pray harder

And I know that I’ll always  be amaze with God Plans

Cause things really are come 4 a reason, thare are no coincidence in life……

Or am I wrong?! J J J

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