Days Of Our Lives

Kadang-kadang dalam hidup, kita bertemu, mendengar ato melihat hal2 yang tidak sesuai dengan nilai2 dan norma yang kita anut (baik kesopanan, susila dll)

So akibatnya kadang-kadang kita membicarakannya, mempertanyakannya dan mamadang(pelaku)nya dengan pandangan berbeda…….

ada yang bilang;

“gak baek ngomongin orang, dosa!!”(hear….hear)

ada juga yang bilang :

“dosa yng diomongin jadi ketarik ke dosa yang ngomongin!!!”(mau donk diomongin )

Hmmmmmmmmm…….(garuk…garuk)

Tapi ada juga yang bilang :

“salah yang diomongin dunk, kenapa bertingkah aneh2? Kan dia yang bikin orang berdosa,so harusnya lebih dosa !!!”(wah gak usah sambil marah2 dunk,nyiprat tau :p)

Hmmmm………(tambah garuk…. garuk)

So mana yang bener sih???

Dua2nya masuk akal, dua2nya dari sumber yang (lumayan)terpercaya…..

Tau deh…..bingung

Yang jelas,

daripada ngomongin orang gak jelas, mendingan curhat……

hati lega, pikiran jadi tenang J

tapi muncul pertanyaan tambahan;

daripada diomongin orang, mendingan ngapain dunk??? (tidur?? diem?? hibernasi??:p)

Yah menurut R, yg ngomongin gak selalu salah kok (jgn buru2 marah lah), anggap aja kritik ngebangun (beres kan :p), rubah yang bisa (dan pantas) dirubah. Kan kita juga gak selalu bener (emg susah sih) :p

Tapi klo ngomonginnya udah yg enggak2(n salaaaah bgt)……….yah cuekin aja, inget2 aja cerita bapak,anak n untanya,ato sekalian "habisin aja" (kan kita dipihak yg bener so takut apa?! ) :p

Moreover, I think life isnt  just  about how we counting sin and piling merit

Life is all about how we proof our love to God…….. J J J

Again, tulisan orang lier……..n pengen ngajak orang2 ikutan lier  ^_^

No metter how far I reach out
I cant reach that flower
But if we hold hands,
We’d grab it in a second

Whatever  I’m lacking,
U’ll give it to me
And whatever U’re missing
I’ll try to make U complete…..

akhirnya nonton juga (n kebetulan the last show too) …..^_^

Dua kali malahan, n masih dalam waktu 24 jam tea, (satu gratisan sih J)

Film yg keren bgt, mskpn ada beberapa penggemar X-man yg kecewa, soalnya sebagian besar karakter kunci mati ato hilang kekuatan X-nya

Tapi mungkin gara2 R kebiasa baca n nonton anime/manga jepang yg biasanya tuh

unpredictable and beautiful ending (jarang happy ending)

so I trained to expect the unexpected :p

tapi tetep gak rela juga klo X-man berakhir di no 3, soalnya masih banyak yg belon di explore,

misal; masa lalunya Logan ama Storm,

trus ada 2 X-man baru, yg kayaknya baru dikenalin doang(Angel ama yg null), belon liat gimana mereka be2 beraksi.

Apalagi si magneto-nya, kyaknya magnetnya belon ilang deh……….

PENASARAN !!!! L L L

Tapi yg jelas..untuk yg belon nonton,sayaaaang bgt……

Efeknya keren bgt !!!, n banyak scene yg indah n dramatis gitu loh……

N dijamin deh untuk ce;

Jadipengen punya rambut semerah rambut Jane

(minimal muji2 rambut Jane deh )

Again, I want to sound a little bit poetic
couse the things that I will say so dilematic

Once upon a time
Life a women who love to playing game
Its a game of heart
Playing as the victim is hers art

But if U look really closer
U realize,that she the doer
She the one who hurt other
She the one who make our lifes in mire

Recently, she try to playing as a Godess
Everyone who againts her will,she curse
Never try to realize or understand
That we had done everything we posibbly could

But we arent an angel or holy creature
We cant make things to change
Unless U let us to tread U
Unless U give as the reason to love U

So please, I beg U ;
Enough its enough,
No more game,
No more whining……..

Act as Ur own age,
Be wise for Ur own good,
And mind Ur own business,
Dont event think to messing around with my beloved one(s)

Acknowledgement : all of my cousin
let make this sisterhood grow stronger,
united as one to defend our beloved one(s)

kita emg punya bakat untuk jadi mata2 ternyata

Karena ajakan seorang temen, R jadi ngikutin ceramah disebuah tempat………….

Tapi hari itu,penceramahnya ternyata bukan yg diincer temen R,

so ya…..(dia ngajak pulang lagi)

Tapi menurut R udah nyampe,dengerin ajalah……

lagian R juga selalu mikir,

R ngederin bukan gara2 siapa yg ngomong, tapi apa yg diomongin (ajarannya)

so lumayan, bagus…meskipun sebagian besar ceramah dilakukan dalam bahasa sunda lemes (need  some effort to understand :p)

sampe pada suatu kalimat yg bikin R terbangun dari lamunan

“yg dapat ngerusak keimanan adalah Pood, pasion dan pilm”

Heh??? Apa artinya??

R sama Kiki bengong gitu, n bertukar tatapan “naon sih”

Perlu waktu beberapa detik  untuk kita ber2 menyadari apa arti kalimat tadi;

N sama2 nahan ketawa gitu…….

Jadi yg penceramah tadi maksud adalah

Food, fashion n film 

Aduuh…emg nih lidah sunda itu……

Susah…..

Jadi inget waktu R presentasiin ERP J J J

This pass few days, a lot of things being going on on my neigberhood…..

I dont want ( and I dont had a right) to told U the detail…..

But….things that happened this days, just makes me wonder….

What makes a mother, worth to be called a mother??

Is it enough by being pragnant for +/- 9 month and giving birth, but then give up her baby for adoption,while thingking :

” being pragnant was a big mistake, by giving this up, I could undo the mistake”?

or is it more than enough to just raise and love the  child eventhogh the child wasnt born from her?

Well, I dont know the answer

Thing that I know are………

I know that pragnancy is not an easy job,

and to giving birth, sometime would cost the mother life…… (thats why in Islam, a women who died while giving birth, would go stright to haven, “sahid” we called)

But to raise an loving a child also not an easy job either,

its not only could cost the mother life,

sometime it even cost the mother pride ( in some case(s) lost a pride, event worse than death it self. I mean we can only died once, right??),

and how  the mother would always protect her child,

be thare, eventhough the child only hurt her feelling , in my oppinion is priceless…..

Pragnancy only cost nine month, but to raise and loving a child, would cost a life time……

And I am just one of lucky children who has a mother whom I’ve being born from, raise me and just loving me for who I am…….

Thare ware times when she seem doesnt understand me, but  I always knew that she would always be thare for me (shoot, I got something on my ayes  T_T )

So once again,

What makes a mother, worth to be called a mother ??

This early evening I was presented my thesis proposal;

It was went kinda smoothly, which mean I can answer all the question

J

But still..thare was some hindrance on my performance, like;

my pace control ( I tend to speaks continuesly, nothing can stop me :p) and also my voice ( my friends,Ayu said , thare was a lot of vibration )

So basicly I feel kind a satisfied with my knowladge on my presentaion, but I need to practice ‘how to speak more slowly’

For example, before Mr Budiman could finish his question, I already start to answer it ( Mode cerdas cermat: ON, salah event nih :p).

The funny things ware; whenever I need Mr ‘triple A’ approval, he just looked away (try to avoid my ayes, but I am sure he knew I was looking at him) with “monalisa smile” play on his lips ( so sweet in the mysterious way- but I cant tell was he agreed or disagreed with my answer :p)

Yeah..I’m just gald it was over,

and I hope (and pray) we all( teman2 seperjuangan,baik yg dibantai maupun yg cuma  dikasih masukan buat thesisnya) can get A mark for thesis 1 (amiin)

Tolong doain R juga ya……

Oh iya sebelum lupa, tx juga buat semuanya yg udah ngasih semangat buat R,

Sekali lagi tx U all

I could never pass this without U’r support J J J

Hey U,hey U angels’ little sister

Listening to Ur twisted transistor

Hold it between Ur arms

Turn it on, turn it up

The wind is coming through

Can’t get enough

Hey U, hey U finally U get it

The world ain’t fair, eat U if U let it

And as Ur tears fall on Ur face,Ur dress

Vibrations coming through, U’re in a mess

Hey U, hey U this won’t hurt a bit

Says who? says who?

Anesthetize this please… 

Really hurt when stuck between

Sometime on lonely life

Where no one understands U

But don’t give up because the music do

Music do! (6X)

Because the music do

And it is reaching inside U,

Forever preaching,

Ur scream’s a whisper

Hang on to Ur twisted transistor


                                                    originally verison by : KoRn

Acknowledgement : Abang, 4 contaminating me :p

Aneh padahal suara vokalisnya jelek (bgt) tapi bisa kok enak ditelinga ya…..? :p

Akhir2 ini R menyadari sesuatu yg lucu….

Entah kenapa rata2 orang suka menulis nama R pake y, (sebenrnya R pake i) sedangkan temen2 R yg emg namanya seharusnya (n sewajarnya bin umumnya) pake y….eh malah pake i….:D

Mungkin bener jg ;

We get what we need

Not what we want….

:p

              

lagian nama kan doa (meskipun arti nama R sedikit membingungkan,soalnya plesetan bgt :p),so beda satu huruf wajarlah protes ………

maklum, R bukan aliran…”apalah arti sebuah nama”

abis  kenyataannya..salah ngasih nama bisa berakibat fatal ke anaknya kan??

48 hours,sayangnya itu bukan judul film yang baru R tonton, :p

tapi itu adalah waktu tidak tidur (nonstop)R hari ini,

He3x, bener2 deh, baru bikin proposal ama ppt untuk sidang thesis I aja udah kayak gini. Semoga kedepannya R bisa lebih baik n lebih cepet dalam mahamin n nguasain bidang ini J. Tapi minimal udah dapet ttd juga lah, tinggal koreksi dikit lagi J

So apa side efect gak tidur 48 jam, plus puasa, n juga stand by di kampus dari jam 8 AM, n pulang jam 6 PM??

              Hasilnya jadi Sedikit eror n gak nyambung

Kasian deh anak2 dikelas mesti ketemu R yg error, kayaknya sebagian besar pada takjub sih (mode narsis : ON), belon lagi pasti pada bosen dengerin R ngomong pembenaran “maklum belon tidur selama 36 jam nih”

Tapi tadi saking errornya ampe marah2 sendiri, gara2 R kira pintu mushola dikunci, padahal Rnya yang kurang neken gagang pintu :D

Aduuuuh…………………..

Nulis apaan sih R nih??

Udah gak nyambung gini euy, tapi belon bisa tidur nih L L

Udah ngehang tapi n gak bisa dishut down nih,

kayaknya mesti dicabut langsung dari colokan listriknya :p

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