Days Of Our Lives

Some people just don’t learn…
Just keeps doing the same mistake
Why can U just try to listen?
Don’t just think who said it
But simply what we said…
Why can’t U understand??
What we want, just the best for U….

It’s been years we had to understand U
But U never tries to understand us in return
We doesn’t ask much
We doesn’t have certain expectation
We just hope U doesn’t drag us to involve ….

It’s also been years,
U made the very same mistake
And by the time we almost forgive (not forget)
U did it again….
when I think things getting better
then it become even worse

It happen continuously
Back and fort
Back and fort…..
Hhhhh……………..

I already become numb
I already become apathies
But U really gets in to my nerve
When U try to messing around with my beloved ones

U know U cant hurt me..
Not with Ur act nor Ur word
Cause U means nothing to me

But it really hurt me
When U hurt my beloved ones,
Eventhogh I can fight back for them
But the damage already been done
Every comfort word n single thing that I do
Can’t mend heart that already been broken
U can’t see it but it’s always there….

I really wish
I can just hate U for these
Or just cut off this thread….
Unfortunately, for me
To hate, is almost like I’m losing myself
To cut off ?! It’s impossible….

I know that,
Not every problem had an answer
Sometime I just had to leave it be
Well, I already tried
But U had my weakness…
So what should I do then??

So hare I am
Null, zero, numb, empty, emotionless
only dizzy and stuck remain……. T_T

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