Days Of Our Lives

Baru selesai nonton kal ho na ho,telat bgt sih,tapi gpp dari pada gak nonton  :p
Pilmnya keren, ceritanya indah, lucu, n inspiring bgt!!
Ada ya orang yang mencintai dgn menyeluruh seperti itu??
Yang dipikirannya cuman kebahagian orang yang disukainya…..
cinta yang sama sekali gak egois,

Sebenernya inti dari film ini cuman kata2 ini;
Hidup berubah tiap saat,Hidup adalah bayangan,
Hidup adalah cahaya setiap kejadian di bumi ini,
Memenuhi kehidupan….
Kapan saja waktu adalah milikmu
Karena hari esok mungkin takakan ada….
Keren!! Endingnya juga indah bgt,ampe nangis bombay :p

Mungkin emg cerita2 yang keren n dikenang yang berakhir dengan indah ya?!
Misal; titanic, a walk to remember, setinggi langit dan bintang,full metal alchemist dll
Klo romeo n juliet mah, menurut R bukan berakhir dgn indah,tapi berakhir dgn konyol :p
Kalo aja si cowok mo nunggu 10 meniit aja,kan gak ada yang mati?!

Lagian inti cerita cinta yang diatas tuh ,mereka mati (ato menghilang) gara2 saking peduli n melindungi orang yang mereka sayang,kan beda bgt  ama R&J??

Jadi inti R&J mah: ”because I love U, I can’t life without U”.
Klo cerita2 yang kata R keren  tadi intinya : “because I love U, I’ll life U’r part too”

Can U see the big difference ?

So  which one do U prefer??

Today I become little bit confius…
Couse thare a people said to me that;
“life is going easy on U”
“U seem so trouble free”

It really  make myself surprise 
whare did it come from?
Is that because I rarely serious?
Oh Please……

Dont U know??
The mask that I wear
Is really hard to take off
It already become part of me….

Eventhough it only a half…
It already become my sanctuary
It what I need to face the world
And the cruelness of reality…

But yet,soon I realize
Is not really that bad…
as long as  I can be who I really am..
And at the same time be who I want it to be…..

So U  can  think whatever as U wish…..
Fine by me…...^_^

For these past few days,

I’ve been getting a lot of help from people around me.
Even though I know they also busy or not in such a good mood, they help…

some help by asking how am I doing? , accompanying me to the book store Or just making me laugh
others helping on installing my kompi, lend me things
and the rest help me on the java assignment it self

I cried out of desperation, they make me smile again
I plead for help, they offer a hands (and also a brain) 
I ask for thing, they lend it, event though they also still need it

So once again….
Thank U
And Alhamdulillah………….

Hah……………….
akhirnya, java beres juga…..
setelah melalui banyak rintangan dan halangan yang bertubi-tubi
dimulai dari hilangnya data yang gak jelas tea, kompi bervirus,
trus settingan bermasalah, panik sendiri n jadinya nyaris ilang semua.

n akhirnya asli,gak bisa mikir
kayaknya semuanya gelap…..

alhamdullilah, R punya Allah S.W.T.
ada mami,papi abang, temen2 yang baek..bgt ,sepupu2,mas yang dulu ngajarin java n mau ngelayanini konsultasi padahal dengan pemberitahuan mendadak bgt (n dia tuh gak kenal2 bgt ama R),and last but not least saseorang yang cuman bisa R temuin di mimpi :p

mereka ini bener2 luar biasa bgt;
ngedoain,merhatiin, nyemangatin, nelponin, ikutan pusing :p,nganterin,
nginstalin ulang kompi,nanya progres,minjemin leptop,malahan saking baeknya ada pula temen yang mau n bersedia R todong nginep,begadang pula.padahal itu udah H-mepet gitu….

I would like to say thank U for U all
but it still seem not enough
words become meaningless……..
but I just want U to know
I will always be thare for U all
so once again, Thank U……..

sebenernya pengen nyebutin namanya satu persatu,
cuman takut ada yng kelewat,
so biar adil I just said thank U for U all :p

oh ya si Ibu juga baek bgt,dia pengertian bgt……
semoga,R dapet nilai yang memuaskan (amiin)

asli..beneran R kapok deh….
R udah dikasih kesempatan ketiga nih…
mesti bener2 sekarang mah….
semangat…..

sorow is what I hate, but it growing my sensation
Regret tought me how, to make any hard decision

it happen to me recently
peoples that I really care, is on fire :p
They arguing things and seem disappoint to each other
Me, as the third person, can see the problem clearly
But there is nothing I can do

I tried to make them understand the others point of view
But as the result, they  yelled  at me :
“whose side are U”
“U had no business here”

Hmmm……….
Maybe what I used to do is the best…

when thare is a fight between peoples that I well known
Usually I just bite my tongue
And just said little comfort comment to the both side
And also just wait until they can think clearly
and let time heal the pain

(basicly I did nothing,just being thare and being good listener)

But yesterday, because I care too much to these peoples,
I cant stand it anymore…
I know they both stubborn equally,
So I tried to make them understand each others
And the result…….

Maybe it is true..
Silent is a gold (^_^)

I had my lesson…….

Right now, I want to sound (a little bit ) poetic
couse the things that I will say so dilematic

Once upon a time
thare was a man who look  kind of tame
he was so unsensitive
and sometime talkative

but he hurt other people feeling with his words
he always tried to force people to belive in his words
eventhough its so ubsurds
he clings to things that had no sources

he beliving in things
that couse hurt 2 other people feeling
or is that the true face of him
tend to not care 2 other feeling??

but still…..
we wish for his happines
and please stop this insanity for real
couse U sound ….so childish :p