Days Of Our Lives

Sometime I wonder what it mean by GOD PLAN?

I believe and usually said to my self when my plan didn’t work out as I plan : “maybe God has better plan for me” or “ maybe it doesn’t meant for me”

But then I asking my self, when did or do I know which ones are the best for me? Or maybe it didn’t work out not because God plan, but because my mistake?

Sometime to answer those question, I’ll ask my self again, “ If I can start It all over again, what would I do? would I act differently?
Mostly my answers are “ I’ll do exactly the same way”.
I mean…. I didn’t do anything that wrong or absurd, what I did back then come from a reason, and I act exactly as Me.

But still on another time I wonder what if  I “did” something wrong? And the bad things ware really because of me, and I am just to stubborn to admit it.
Because sometime I saw bad things on people around me and I wonder when the better plan would come to them? Ware they did something bad so they get “karma”?

Ah…..there are so many question in my head, and the one that can really answer is only God (and time).

Do people life their live straight according to God plan? Or do we life and choose our own destiny?
Well… I don’t know yet, either way in the end I believe that we’ll end up on “that” point.
But I also believe that life is all about “pick the most right choises”

Hah….I know and I’d experience that sometime I’d plan and decide to go to the west, but on the way it’s like there was a voice who told me to go north and also the circumstances only allow me to go to the north.

Hah ……. If we only live our own destiny with the chosen path, are that really matter if we pray and try hard on our life’s? Cause in the end the result (maybe) already predetermined .

Hah …..(still) I wonder.
But eventhogh I get confuse about “destiny is already predetermined” or “ I make my own destiny”, still I get used to pray and try hard to gain something. I believe that in the real life, its doesn’t based on the rule from physics (remember force formula? :p)

Life is not just about the result but also about the process, force, and also believing that the "things that really matter can’t be measure".

this is my first blog

Hmm…..mo cerita apa ya???

sedikit curhat aja deh

kenapa ya,kadang2 ada aja orang yang hobi nyakitin hati orang laen???

sabar….sabar…sabar

tapi toleransi kesabaran R cuman 5X,so begitu ke 6 kalinya dia nyebelin, ya langsung R tembak lah

ehhh…kok langsung nangis?!

please deh……

Perasaan R belon ngomong macem2, itu baru 20% dari kemarahan R (soalnya emg lagi gak mood buat marah2,lagi happy2 gini kok)

emang kalo kamu nangis, itu berarti kamu yang korban n R yang jahat???

aturan dari mana tuh??

emg ini sinetron?? dimana yang baek cuman bisa nangis n nunggu bidadarinya or malaikat ( ato apapun itu) untuk ngebantuin??

this is a real live!!! dimana yang bisa nolong kamu ya diri kamu sendiri!!

kalo ngerasa bener ya ngomong!!! fight!!!

nangis gak akan nyelesein masalah,malahan bikin tambah pusing

trus,orang ini lagi, kalo emg bener kamu sensitif (or tipis kuping) ya harusnya kamu gak akan nyakitin hati orang donk!! emg yang punya hati cuman kamu??

R pikir dunia akan menjadi lebih baik ,klo setiap orang sebelum ngelakuin or ngomong sesuatu mikir sendiri " gue mau nggak ya digituin?"

yah…tapi mungkin, dunia tanpa konflik kurang seru juga kali ya??

what do U think?